# RC Return Statement

The Recurse Center is a free, three-month self-directed program for people who want to get better at programming. I attended fall batch 2 in 2016 from September to December. If you aren’t aware of Recurse Centre, take a couple of minutes to go through recurse.com and read the rest of the piece.

Every day we open a significant amount of doors to get to desired places. Some doors are unique but look dull and plain, but the incredible universe behind the door hides excitement, adventures, gems, friends, and insights.

When I first walked into the door on the first day, I was blank and didn’t know what to expect from RC. Over a period, I did program more, learned programming languages, lessons, picked up tools, thought process, made friends, etc…

### Work

During twelve week experimentation, I worked on four projects.

### Learning

At RC I worked on tasks which were difficult to work at other times. Writing down what I learned is hard for various reasons. I am jotting down points I remember.

• I picked up two new languages, Rust and Erlang which I am euphoric.
• I rekindled my interest in system, network and distributed programming.
• RC is the only place where I have seen folks aren’t afraid to say I don't know. This attitude is valuable and activates the mind to discover. I picked up the habit of saying I don't know, what does that mean?.
• I learned few things about compassion, empathy, kindness, gratitude and generosity and dropped a bit of arrogance.
• How to prototype experimental projects like don’t worry about file structures, modularity, optimization, right abstraction, etc …
• A better state of mind to focus on programming and curiosity to learn and discover.
• I have previously pair programmed at work but never been fun. Now I have a clear expectation in pair programming and how to handle conflicts when it works and fails.
• R0ml’s talk on write all the code in a single file was intellectually stimulating. I practiced this technique in the project edht. It saved a considerable amount of time. I considered multiple times to refactor the code into multiple files but resisted. Question existing practices and assumptions to find out the real reason for existence and validate personal reasons.

### Difficult times

I had my dark days(I am not talking about winter evenings), difficult time to concentrate and felt lost. Sometimes I spent the whole day staring at the code and debugging.I felt depressed when I couldn’t make a progress. Reading Dynamo DB was hard, and paper is intended for a different set of audience. As a developer, every day I read documentations, man pages. The paper expects the reader familiar with concepts in distributed computing.

### Next

It’s been four weeks since the batch got over. Every day I am trying to learn something new in programming and learn from the Zulip discussions. Concentrating on everything going on in different streams is hard. That’s how I think I can grow as a better programmer. Push the boundary of what you know, try to grasp and learn different topics.

### What I think about RC

RC is a gift to programmers and three months is a sound investment in a programming career. The place and events teaches a lot of technical skills and non-technical skills. Social rules of RC is what makes the place welcoming and puts everyone at home. RC transforms everyone into better programmer or puts you on the track and make you feel better human being. I won’t claim; I became a better programmer and but I can sense the difference in attitude and steps towards improving myself. RC shaped me as a better person! I believe to become a better programmer you need to be a better person.

I am honored to be part of RC and grateful it exists. Thanks for batchmates, alumni, and staff providing an opportunity to grow. Special Thanks to James Dennis who introduced me to Recurse Center (Hacker School at that time) and Suren, Punchagan for helping in RC planning.

It was hard to close the door on the last day knowing I will miss the cherished space.